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Yesterday I decided to check in on my favorite community (ontdcreepy) and found out I couldn't read locked posts. I thought it was weird because I had been able to up to the day before. I figured, maybe it's a glitch and I would have to rejoin again.

Today I get this email saying my request to join had been denied "for the following reason: member of sfd_anon."

My first thought was "WTF? Since when am I member of sfd_anon"? My second thought was "WTF? Why would they even do this?"

I've NEVER been involved in any drama. I only joined communities like ONTD and SF_D to have something to read when I'm bored. I never post anything, I sometimes comment but not even on a weekly basis or anything.

It's nice to see that someone took the time to go through all the members of ontdcreepy and then through all the members of sfd_anon and blocked them JUST BECAUSE. Doesn't matter that I've been nothing but a lurker and an on topic commenter ever since I joined ontdcreepy back when it was created.

So, THANKS! ONTDCREEPY. For showing me I don't deserve to have fun on the internet, or hang out with you ~special~ people, even though I have done nothing wrong.

This just adds to all the crap going on in my life. I feel great. I hope you guys are enjoying it. If I was such a bad member, you'll be super happy now that you kicked me out.

ETA: In my big purge (I left sfd_anon and sf_d) I also learned I was a member of rpattzdaily. What even? They should have kicked me out for THAT)

 You know what happened last night? My hard drive crashed. It died. For good. Which hard drive, you say? The one in which I had all my movies, and my music. And all the website stuff. Including the podcast stuff. EVERYTHING I HAD IS GONE. FOREVER. 

And I think I broke up with the guy I was seeing. In any case, I'm not pleased.

I'm just sitting here, waiting for whatever else is in store for me. Because life has a habit of kicking me when I'm down. And then spitting on me, stomping on me for three minutes... and then kicking me again. Sweet.